May 2009

Sex, Lies & Wedding Bells
now in PRINT


from Ravenous Romance
M/M contemporary erotic romance

ISBN:  978-1-60777-064-7  US$ 4.99/$12.99 print

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Kieran Quinn is a Texas native transplanted to Manhattan and working as a columnist for a national magazine. He's famous for his snarky, sardonic columns, but deep down he's more interested in what makes people tick than his editor would like. He keeps his desire to find his own Mr. Right hidden under a sexy, carefree persona that favors champagne and underwear models of the male variety.

When Kieran goes to Texas to cover the latest wedding of a real-life "runaway bride," he falls hard for the gorgeous—and straight—groom. Jaxon Lang is the handsome, confident high school principal in a tiny Texas town, where he relocated from Dallas to pursue his relationship with a woman he thinks he wants to settle down with, despite the fact she's left three men at the altar before him.

Kieran's charm and unique attitudes about sex and attraction soon challenge Jaxon's concept of what--and who--he wants. Will anything change when Kieran discovers the bride's been keeping a shocking secret?

 

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Excerpt 1

 

Kieran had finished eating and was pushing the plates away when the bell on the door jingled and the most beautiful man he’d ever seen walked into the restaurant. Make that most beautiful person, Kieran amended. He’d never seen anyone—man or woman—more attractive. The man was just taller than six feet, with short, sun-streaked brown hair. His eyes—bright greenish-hazel, slightly heavy-lidded, but in a sexy, just-fucked way—mesmerized Kieran; and a plush, full-lipped mouth gave Kieran an immediate hard-on. The man wore a Wedgwood-blue button-down shirt fitted closely enough to make it clear that he spent time at the gym and took good care of his body. And he walked directly toward Kieran.

In almost the same moment, Kieran noticed out of the corner of his eye that a woman had come in with the man and followed him over to Kieran’s table.

“Are you Ky, Kee…” the woman started to say, then gave up. Kieran’s eyes were glued to the beautiful man.

Keer-un,” the man said. “It’s Gaelic, right?” Kieran smiled, noticing caramel-colored freckles scattered over the fair-skinned nose and cheeks of the man.

“Yes, it is,” Kieran replied, worried he had a stupid grin on his face. “You’re probably the only person in town who can pronounce it besides me,” Of course, he thought, someone with an “X” in his name like Jaxon would be sensitive to another person with an even slightly unusual name.

“Well, I’m Danetta Harris,” the woman said, shoving her way in front of Jaxon and blocking Kieran’s view. “And this is Jaxon Lang, my fiancé.” She put out her hand to shake Kieran’s. He felt obligated to take it.

“Jaxon,” the man said, offering his own hand, and Kieran took it, prolonging the contact, enjoying the firm grip.

“Nice to meet you both,” Kieran said, still not really looking at the woman. Without asking, she sat herself down in one of the chairs opposite Kieran. Jaxon sat down at the side of the table to Kieran’s left, his knee slightly grazing Kieran’s as he settled himself into the chair. Kieran felt a jolt of electricity at the contact and fought to keep his attention on the conversation.

“Alexa Harrington told me you’d be coming to town early because you wanted to do an article on our wedding,” Danetta began. “I’m not really familiar with Gloss. It sounds like it’s a fashion mag like Vogue or Marie Claire?” she asked, clearly excited at the idea of her wedding being featured in one of those magazines. “You have a photographer coming, too?”

“I take my own photographs,” Kieran said. Not that I ever use any in my columns. “And ‘gloss’ actually has another definition: commentary or interpretation. It’s meant to be an intellectual play on words: one connotation indicates shallowness while the other is almost opposite in meaning.”

Jaxon smiled at Kieran’s explanation. Danetta looked blank.

”Very clever,” Jaxon agreed, nodding. “We thought it would be a good idea to introduce ourselves to you now, and—”

“We wanted see if you wanted, you know, to do interviews or something, so we could schedule things for you, to help you out,” Danetta concluded. Neither of them seemed to be able to use any other pronoun besides we.

Jaxon. Kieran thought, might be the most beautiful name I’ve ever heard; even with the fucking “X.” He forced himself to snap out of this daydream in order to participate in the conversation without drooling over Jaxon Lang.

“That’s very accommodating,” Kieran replied. “How did you know I was here?”

“Natalee called and told us,” Danetta answered. “She knew we wanted to meet you as soon as possible. Everyone in town is on the lookout for you.”

“You probably feel like you’re being stalked,” Jaxon said with a laugh. “Well, you are. I’m very sorry about that, but you’re the biggest thing to happen to this town in a long time.” Jaxon paused, “In more ways than one. I mean, we heard you’re quite tall,” he tried to explain, a look of embarrassment crossing his face. “And everyone in town loves Danetta, so they’re all very excited for our big day.” Jaxon turned and gave Danetta a dopey, lovey-dovey smile that made Kieran want to puke up the fantastic breakfast he’d just eaten.

It was a pretty frightening thought that this beautiful man was going to be a husband in just a few days.

 

 

 EXCERPT 2

 

A knock sounded on Kieran’s motel room door, surprising him out of his thoughts. He had no idea who would be coming by, so he was more than shocked when he opened it to find Jaxon standing there. Wordlessly, Jaxon came in, closing the door behind him. Kieran blinked, thinking he’d found himself back in the dream from the previous morning. Surreptitiously, Kieran pinched himself. He blinked a few more times. Jaxon was still there.

“I needed to see you,” Jaxon began, “talk to you.” He paused for a long moment. He walked over and sat on the couch, as if looking for an excuse to avoid continuing. “I spent a lot of time today thinking. A lot. You made me realize, or remember, so many things I forgot since I came here.”

Kieran sat down on the couch with him. “I’m not sure what you’re saying, Jaxon.”

“Gonna offer me a drink?” Jaxon asked nervously, noticing the bottle of tequila on the table where Kieran had been working.

Kieran found a clean glass and poured a drink for Jaxon, who downed it in one gulp. “If you need a drink to say what you want to say, what does that tell me?” He sat back down on the couch with Jaxon and put the bottle down on a low table in front of the couch.

“It should tell you that I’m going to say something important, or I wouldn’t be so anxious.”

“Fair enough,” Kieran said, regretting having said anything in the first place. Of course it was going to be difficult for Jaxon to say whatever he’d come here to say. It certainly wasn’t about the wedding colors or seating charts for the reception. It was going to be about Kieran.

“Can I ask you something about last night?” Jaxon asked. “About the guy you, uh, fooled around with?”

“I’m tired of answering your questions about my sex life. If you’re that curious, there’s a better way to find out.” It was part challenge, part invitation.

“I know I keep asking a lot of questions, but I’m just curious. About things. About you,” Jaxon admitted, looking down at his hands.

“You are? Why?”

“Part of it is that I think we have a lot in common. We’ve both moved away from home: far away, not necessarily in physical distance, but in lifestyle. You went to a much bigger city, while I came to a little town. That’s almost the same thing. It’s a big transition, figuring out where you fit into a place where things are unfamiliar, and life happens at a totally different pace. Slowing down is just as hard to get used to as speeding up.”

“I hadn’t thought of it that way,” Kieran admitted. And here I’m supposed to be the writer, the one with the special perspective.

“I can tell that in New York, you feel like there’s a path for you; but you can’t find yours because there are so many paths, all different and twisting around each other. And for me here, it’s as if there is a path, just one, and I’m on it; and there’s nothing else but that one path. And it feels like that path was waiting for me here, before I ever arrived. I’m just blindly following it, taking the same steps many people before me took.”

“You mean marrying Danetta?” Kieran asked.

“Yes,” Jaxon replied with regret heavy in his voice. “Three other guys went down that path before me. For them, the path disappeared before they got to the end. But they were still on the very same path.”

“I thought you love her,” Kieran offered. He was bored with the path metaphor, but let Jaxon continue. Hell, he had Jaxon here in his hotel room. The guy could sing Tom Jones songs if he wanted to.

“I do love her. I want to marry her, but I also have this feeling that there are a lot of things I missed out on because I got on the path too soon. I think it’s the right path, but I think I need to see what else there is before I get to the end. I want to step off the path,” Jaxon said. “With you.”

“Are you sure you want to do that?” Kieran asked.

“It’s just one step, and I can get back on again.”

“Can you? Do you think you can just pretend nothing happened here?”

“Why not? You said yourself that it’s possible, even preferable in some cases, to separate sex from love.”

“Jaxon, it’s fine that you’ve decided that. But what about me? Since I met you, those two things are blending together. You can’t just come here like this without any thought to how it might affect me. I’m not sure I would want you to get back on that path again.”

“But you didn’t think twice about what you did last night, did you?” Jaxon asked.

“No, but with him it was just sex. With you, well, there’s a lot more,” Kieran said softly. He wanted Jaxon, that was certain; but he didn’t want to be with him under these circumstances. Letting Jaxon go back to Danetta would be torture after they’d been together.

“Let’s see,” Jaxon said, and moved closer to Kieran on the couch.

Kieran felt his body respond. The spark of excitement battled against his common sense, which shouted at him that he would regret whatever he was about to do.

Jaxon leaned in toward Kieran, eyes locked on his, and brushed his full, soft lips gently against Kieran’s mouth. Then he leaned back slightly, meeting Kieran’s gaze again before pressing his mouth firmly to Kieran’s and letting his lips explore. The feel of Jaxon’s lips was electric. Kieran let himself be kissed, let Jaxon give or take whatever he wanted. Jaxon brought his right hand up to caress Kieran’s cheek, fingers lingering almost lovingly on the tiny mole near his chin before moving to rub through the bristly hair of Kieran’s sideburns. Kieran recalled the dream he’d had the day before. It’s actually happening, Kieran thought with joy, almost exactly as it had in the dream. He didn’t let himself think about whether it was right or wrong, just how good it was.

Kieran parted his mouth, inviting Jaxon in, and was rewarded by Jaxon’s tongue playing slowly along Kieran’s lips, licking at them with more and more heat, before finally darting inside. There was nothing gentle about it now, and Jaxon’s mouth plundered Kieran’s, devouring it with such intensity and passion that it took Kieran by surprise. He felt off balance, as if the world were spinning, moving at warp speed, with light and sound and amazing sensations that only began where Jaxon’s mouth touched his and sang through Kieran’s entire body. It was the very definition of mind-blowing.

Matching Jaxon’s intensity, Kieran returned the ardor, his arms circling Jaxon and pulling him in closer. Kieran forgot how to think, how to breathe, how to do anything but kiss and be kissed until Jaxon pulled his mouth off of Kieran’s and suddenly the world was still again, no longer bright and shining and spinning. They were back on the couch in Kieran’s motel room, in each other’s arms.

 

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